MSSD Athletics GONE! MSSD Volleyball IS COMING!

I am still sad about being in no fit condition 

to participate in the MSSD athletics competition

even more so when I see the pics taken on facebook

only thing left for me to do

is to wait for the feelings to fade away...

now all my focus is on volleyball.

congratulations to Jing Yuan for being the new captain.

yes, you misunderstood, you're the captain now,

and i'm the vice.

maybe it's better this way,

i've been holding that post ever since i started playing

it's something new to me,

and i like it.

it gives me space for improvements

i've been at my level long enough,

it's time for me to move on,

and this somehow opens the door for me.

yesterday's practice was great

quite a nice showdown between the oldsters and the youngsters

too bad none of those were recorded on tape

it'll be a nice recollection

13/4/10 is THE DATE

i just hope my back will be able to hold on till then

feeling a bit of a twinge every now and then.

the beginning of redemption

the pain is almost gone. . .

i can finally start rebuilding my back muscles

i'll be back soon, and better than ever

i will show you what i am capable of doing.

*serious face*

end of march updates - so far so good *I think*

been two months since i've updated my blog

there aren't many happenings worth noting

which is why I feel less and less obliged to keep keep updating this blog

however,

just to let you know a bit of insights. . . 

29th of March 2010

I've waited so long for this day,

yet this is a day which i will not remember

not because i don't want to, 

but it's because there's nothing to remember

it's the starting day for athletics MSSD

how i've anticipated this

yet i am unable to participate in the competition

because i torn my lower back muscle during a volleyball practice

how serious is it?

serious enough

and that says it all

why is this year's MSSD particularly important?

it is my last year for athletics

i do not believe i'll still be jumping or running around when i hit 18

and high jumping is my first ever competitive sport

naturally it has a lot of sentimental value to me

it's hard to know that i can do it, but unable to do it

a truck loads of disappointment on myself

but it's out of my hands

perhaps it's fate that i should rest now

and be better on volleyball MSSD?

even so,

i'm gonna miss the sport. .

the feeling of defying gravity,

that the only thing blocking your way to glory is yourself.

i'll miss that. . 

yes i will. .

Updates!

it has been a hectic month

didn't really have the time to update my blog till now

there's so much going on 

that i don't even know where to start

everything in my life's been on the treadmill

kept going and going and going

sports, academics, personal life, everything

wishing there would be time to just stop thinking