the beginning of redemption

the pain is almost gone. . .

i can finally start rebuilding my back muscles

i'll be back soon, and better than ever

i will show you what i am capable of doing.

*serious face*

end of march updates - so far so good *I think*

been two months since i've updated my blog

there aren't many happenings worth noting

which is why I feel less and less obliged to keep keep updating this blog

however,

just to let you know a bit of insights. . . 

29th of March 2010

I've waited so long for this day,

yet this is a day which i will not remember

not because i don't want to, 

but it's because there's nothing to remember

it's the starting day for athletics MSSD

how i've anticipated this

yet i am unable to participate in the competition

because i torn my lower back muscle during a volleyball practice

how serious is it?

serious enough

and that says it all

why is this year's MSSD particularly important?

it is my last year for athletics

i do not believe i'll still be jumping or running around when i hit 18

and high jumping is my first ever competitive sport

naturally it has a lot of sentimental value to me

it's hard to know that i can do it, but unable to do it

a truck loads of disappointment on myself

but it's out of my hands

perhaps it's fate that i should rest now

and be better on volleyball MSSD?

even so,

i'm gonna miss the sport. .

the feeling of defying gravity,

that the only thing blocking your way to glory is yourself.

i'll miss that. . 

yes i will. .