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I can be ur melody

recently, i just can't stop listening to this. . .

fits so well. . .

i'm back

well, it wasn't exactly fun. . .

it was just sightseeing.

but i have to admit,

being on the beach of Terengganu was really nice

endless blowing of the monsoon wind.

the down side is,

i haven't seen the doc yet for my thumb,

and my cousin's getting married this coming saturday

which means,

no vball practice for me again

till the start of the new term. 

so, till then

local vacation

gonna leave kl a few hours later
going around m'sia
dad's sudden idea.
won't be back till a couple of days.

she

maybe i should just. .

 back off. . . 

but it ain't easy to forget somebody. .
especially someone special to you 

Volleyball VI

Damn!!!

I REALLY HATE ILLNESS & INJURIES!!!!!!

cough + sprain = no vball

might be a while before i can go back to the court

it's all because i didn't seek immediate treatment for my thumb

full of regrets now...

i think my thumb's a bit off position..

crap. . . .

another school. . . .

nowadays,
i feel like whenever i go for my piano class,
i'm entering a system where the exam grades are the most important.

but that isn't why i wanted to learn to play the piano,
not for the grades, no.
but for others' entertainment and my own.
does no one understand this?
it's a hobby!!!!!!!!!!!! 
not a career.

yes, i know i've paid for the exams,
but even so, the music lessons should not become courses for
preparation of exam
it's making me dread thursday

Fatherhood

yesterday was my dad's b'day
didn't really do anything to celebrate
cause from morning till midnight
he wasn't even home
admittedly, i don't even know what to do even if he was home

what do sons do for their father?

it's december already...

i never really thought about the future.
back then, i thought it was just a waste of time.
why bother?
just take each day as it comes,
i'm just a kid anyway. . .

but as the days flew by,
and nearing a year which, at the end of it
comes the most important exam in my lifetime.
a test which will point me to my destiny
or throw me into destruction

sitting back isn't an option when the new year comes
gotta plot a new graph for my lifestyle. . .

i used to be really good in my studies
believe it or not
until the turning point came
the same time when i got a taste of glory in sports
as i excel in sports, i fall in academics.
bummer. . .
lots of failing in from 1 and form 2.

so, for my goal next year
it'll be to push both my sports and academics
to a level where they were never pushed in my family.