buzzing mind. . .

things have been normal for me

study in the mornings

helping out at green house's camp in the afternoon

homework in the evening

then off to sleep at night

and then wake up and the cycle repeat itself

yeap, that's my ongoings so far

that's from the outside. . . 

but inside

i've been drowning in my own obsession

never have i been so distracted

she pops into my mind a lot more times than i blink

even though it seems like an endless road

without a destination

without a road sign

without a simple direction...

i'm still walking

still hoping

still wishing

upon the stars

upon my dreams

at every corner

at every shadow

at every end of a rainbow

searching for a way

to make her mine

to let me belong to her

to be the special one

so as to cherish her

to love her every single bit

to make her laugh

to make her happy

even though it may mean 

the worst for me

as long as it's the better for her

it'll be worth my every effort.

<3